Just leveling up is not enough. Just satisfying my own imagination is not enough.
I realized those are my elementary school thinking I have not graduated from until now.
I have to aim to impress myself before I can impress anyone else.
The only pictures that impress me are artwork that I can put on my desktop and study each day.
That's a long way to go, but that will be my goal from now on for my work.
I would feel better about my tutorials being more popular than my paintings... very soon.